Trying out blogging with my phone,  since I’m here an hour early lol.

It’s the first day of July. I woke up to strong sun filtering in through my windows,  even though my curtains were shut tight. On a normal day off work, I would’ve grumbled, but I have work today. Why was it so bright?

That wasn’t right, I thought.  I usually set my alarm for 715 .

I reached for the phone and was immediately jolted awake by the numbers on the screen: 9 am.

I’m supposed to be in the office at 9.

I think i reached a new record for getting ready for work today, coz I was out in 15 minutes. Thank god the traffic was smooth. Got to the office at 10. Nobody seemed to notice I was late.

So yeah.

Good ol first day of July.

Pretty good start.

edit: I gave up blogging on my phone coz the settings were too shitty and my fingers are too huge for my tiny screen. So I’m posting this at home.

 

I texted CK today, to ask for a story. Idk if that was a good idea. After that I went to the bathroom and cried.

I guess I just kind of miss our days together. 

T has been pretty hot and cold throughout our whole relationship. I’m too tired to care anymore. But it still hurts when he acts like he doesn’t give a shit about where we’re headed. 

I wish I could do that.